The TV is flicking bright coloured dancing streams of light across the darkness. I sit in between two worlds pondering these impressions as they crash against the interior being. A World Music Award Ceremony spectacular with young sexy women dancing and posing. Music, speeches and glamour - a glittering confetti of moving image and sound.
OK, television, so what? I listen to and enjoy a lot of popular music, though even the better stuff be only so much dirge. You sense it when you stop to consider it, the emotional quality appeals to a lower level of being. It's worse when it's mediated through the television, but it's still there in
any case. You know it but, probably feel so acclimatised you think nothing of it,
after all it's the whole of the shared culture we live in. I'm not throwing the baby out with the bathwater, I do recognize there is some very worthwhile music 'out there' that falls well within the definition of pop culture. But, it is what it is and it does what it does, stirring emotions and passions, providing a soundtrack for the times, the day, the age, the event. You know it. Then it passes, left behind in 1981, (or
any other year). Some of it outlives the times, rises above the contexts from which it emerged - certain artists have this type of legendary quality and it comes through in their music, or so we imagine. To prove a point to myself I just, more or less randomly, pulled from a shelf and put in the CD player Schubert's
Trout Quintet. It's a cleaner, purer, more exalted form, touching completely different parts of my being to what I'd just heard through the television. Not having listened to anything much like this recently, I am able to feel the difficulties so
associated with certain classical works and yet, the effort one makes to properly experience this music is working to our own advantage, opening parts of being otherwise shut off, shrivelled cold in the dark. These impressions coming through Schubert are so very different. I killed the television, it's just the tapping of keys as I now sit here writing, listening to the interplay action and response of the strings to the piano, harmonies mirrored in different octaves. I just forget, so it's worth writing it down: it's cleansing to the emotional parts of one's being to listen to this music. I
hesitate to define it as classical because I am fully aware there is a great dirge of cheap emotional classical work that just scrapes the barrel of popular emotion. I'm not saying classical Vs popular music, but there are works evidently, and obvious upon hearing, that originate from a higher realm altogether, if not belonging to a soaringly celestial visionary realm of positive emotion then certainly inspired.